growing up is hard to do...

So me and Bar guy spent a couple hours today working on my resume. Please dear god someone shoot me...today has been more frustrating then I'd like to admit. I just feel like I have zero clue what I'm doing when it comes to "grown up" things. Things that require me to sell myself. I frustrated the shit out of him. I try not to be but as I try to be it still happens. I called uncle on it for today. But still it hasn't gone as planned at all which is frustrating.