so many words so little time...

So I seem to want to much I guess. I'm working the Roommate into being understanding about my new found relationship. The Best Friend is being amazingly supportive. The Old Flame is throwing a bitch fit. And Bar Guy is being too busy for my liking. So the Job isn't going the way I wanted it to. I originally expected to be comfortable working it. Work between 32 and 45 hrs and not care. Now it looks like I'll be lucky to get 20 and they isn't cool. I want to be able to afford my wants and need and not have to freak out about that type stuff. I'm completely thrilled with my new relationship. I like Bar Guy a lot and he wants what I want (or so it seems). I don't want to rush this shiz but I am soooooo happy in it. I kiss this guy and my insides click. I don't know if that's a me type response or if that's a normal thing. He talks about making an investment in me. He talks about 10 years down the road. How the hell am I supposed to not want this shit! And Old Flame is throwing a fit that would rival a 5 year old if you took away their barbie doll. I have to start prioritizing. Their shit doesn't matter mine does! Haha...another drunken rant brought to you by Scooter!